3 more dayss ;)

Yo people!!

Sorry I haven’t been posting :/, there isn’t much to blog about anyway. And wordpress keeps hanging on me for some reason. Psh.

ANYWAY, only 3 days left of school before the march holidays!!!!!!! 8) Can’t wait!! Gonna earn some bucksss hehe. It’s gonna be a busy busy week.

Today was crazy. Went to Huishi’s house with jieyi and amanda to watch movies and be pigs. Ate crazy amounts of grapes, chocolate, and biscuits. Yummmehhh~ Watched Music & Lyrics and Black Swan. Hahaha black swan was @.@ Oh did i mention? I lost my phone -_-

But some kind soul returned it to the bus interchange for me ^^ Whoever you are, I love you srsly.

Here’s how it happened~ Alighted at Roxy sq without realising my phone slipped out of my pocket, then realised my phone wasnt with me and raaaaaaaaaaaaan after the bus after stupidly lagging for awhile. Didn’t manage to catch it (walao why I so slowww) but got the car plate no. I  srsly looked like some crazy zhabor running for my life and when i was screaming for the the bus to stop, everyone just looked at me LOL. Then called SBS 1000000000 times before they picked up and then after calling Kent Ridge and Tampines interchange 1000 times, I realised SBS was no help at all. Boo!!!! So I decided to call my phone to try my luck and this super kind malay uncle picked up the call!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He told me he’ll pass my phone to the bus driver and then i stupidly hung up without getting any identification. And after that first call, no one else picked up any calls (to my phone btw) for the next 4 hours.. and

YOU CAN IMAGINE ALL THE CHAOS IN MY MIND, IN MY MUM’S MIND, IN MY DAD’S MIND DURING THOSE 4 HOURS.

Srsly panicked like helllll. And then VANESSA (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3 LOVE YOU) decided to call me for some reason and the tampines lost and found counter dude picked up and told her to tell me to go to tamp interchange to collect it. AND YAY YAY YAY I GOT IT BACK. Hehehe!

OHYA MY MUM DECIDED TO PLAY THE GUILT GAME WITH MY SAVIOUR. When i got back my phone i looked through all my messages and then saw this:

“Pa looking for you leh! Wat time u come home?”
“Why dun wan reply me? Wth are you now?”
“Pa say you come back he will whack you. Can you faster col me leh”
“Hi my daughter handphone wif you.”
“How much I pay you to return her phone.“
“She crying aldy.”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOOK AT HOW EXTREME IT GOT TOWARDS THE END LOL. MY MUM IS SUPER CUTE. And then I told her my phone had the passcode lock thingy and she went like -_____________-. Heehee.

Anyway thanks jieyi amanda and huishi for letting me use your phones :-) Love ya!!!!!!

Conclusion: I’m a dumbass!!!!!! :(
Argh belle please be smarter go suck on some nerd’s brain or something.

It’s 3 and i’m still awake. Hahaha tmrw will be helllllll.

Love,
Clarabelle

Random pix:)

I have anger issues.. :( Sigh. Stay calm stay calm stay calm

Omgggg ♥

Cute right? I knowwwww ;) Fung foreverrrr~

Training today was freaking nonsense. HAHAHA. Played and played and played. Jieyi kicked my upper thigh arghhhhhhhhh HATE HER. :( She missed my ass. Can you believe it? Such a noob. Now there’s a bruise there.

Btw what is nipple in chinese? 胸头 or nu tou/nv tou ( or whatever JIEYI said).

胸头 MAKES SENSE RIGHT??? coz nipples are at the top (头) of your chest (胸). LOL Wah i so smart.

Was damn shocked during chinese lesson today, MS HO CAN SING. Are you shocked??? I WAS. My mouth immediately opened when she started singing. Hahahahah then nerdshit amanda said something damn mean but SUPER FUNNY; not gonna say it here hehehehee.

I have this feeling that i’m gonna screw up lit passage based and chinese and bio. Shit. How? I lazy to study :(

I might just run out of patience.

LamFungggg♥

林峰 DESIRE TOUR 2011 ♥

Hey people!!!!!!!! As you’ve already figured out, I went to Fung’s concert ystd with Vivian (!!) ystd!! And I’m still having the after-concert swoons ~;) Okk!! Where do i start???? Hmmmm.

Met vivian at Changi airport at 6.30, rushed through our dinner (yakun;)) and practically ran all the way to Expo because we were afraid of being shut out. And needless to say, since we were in heels, there were a lot of clumsy and stupid moments of us slipping around the floor HAHAHA. Arrived there and there was this extremely bigass crowd surrounding the teeny souvenir counter. :( So we decided to come back ltr to get raymond’s concert itemsss.

Which came to be was the worst decision I’ve ever made. :((( Why didn’t I just push my way through the crowd like a fatshit auntie and get my Fung!?!?!!!!!

Because all of his mugs and posters and lightsticks were GONE!!!!!!!!!! by the time we decided to go back around 20 mins later. :((((

Ahhhh :( Anyway they recycled all the unsold items from his Malaysia concert. Ewwww you stupid organiser would it hurt to make more posters?!?! But we reserved some tshirts anyway~~~ ^^

Camwhored like mad while waiting for the concert to start hehehe. Vivian chew!!! you’re a pretty girl and you’re driving me madddddddd. -_-

Pretty girl(:

He looks super laupok in the brochure!!! HAHAHAHAHA

Finally, the lights went out. And they started to count down from the one minute mark. Which caused me and viv to start screaming non-stop.

LAMFUNG COME OUT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA (damn it i’m super high now!!)

And then he came out, dressed in a black tux (sexy;D), and didn’t say a word. Everyone was just screaming non-stop hahahahahahah. And I was srsly overcome by hell lot of feelings, since the first time I saw him acting in primary4, I’ve dreamt of meeting him in person and there he was, 10000metres away (sistic operator ihy for telling me my seat was quite near to the stage-_-). I dont know how to explain how i felt, i just knew i wanted to hear him sing.

Then. He. Started. Singing.

Lol you know what, his voice is the manliest shit on earth. ^^ HAHA. He started off with ‘Hello’ and i thought that was perfecttt. Hi Fung! Ily ttm!!!

HAHAHAHA WHY ARE YOU WEARING A SKIRT

Fung, yknow when you sing yr slow songs, you melt me???? When you sang 爱在记忆中找你, woah, all the memories of me sitting in front of the tv, watching you in《岁月风去》came back to me. Omg i srsly srsly love you!!! You cutiepie. Heheee.

But one downside: The atmosphere for the first few songs rly suckedddd. I mean, WE’RE AT A CONCERT PPL SHOULDNT WE BE JUMPING UP AND DOWN, SCREAMING AND CRYING??? Everyone just sat there and looked. And looked. And looked. And whenever I stood up to scream and shout i just get weird stares omg!! YOU GUYS ARE THE WEIRDSHITS. It’s probably the only time you’ll get to see Fung LIVE and you’ve spent so damn much, Why are you afraid to go crazy????????????? Why are you afraid to get judged??? Sgeans seriously???? Viv had to force me to sit down LOL. Maybe we wouldve fit in more with the 200bux ticket people. :(

But then Fung saved us because he told us we could run to the front to shake his hand~~~. So me and viv SPRINTEDDD all the way to the front (in our heels ahhh) and managed to get a spot. GUESS WHAT

I

TOUCHED

HIS

HAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND

I

SWEAR

HE

LOOKED

AT

ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BE JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg his hand was so man. LOL. I’M NUTS!! AOLSDKASLDK!! And that few milliseconds of eyecontact was magical. I sound damn crazy now but i dont give a damn okkkkk i love you fung!!!!!!!!! Viv didn’t manage to but it’s okay!! We’ll go fr his autograph signing session hehe ^^. Snapped loads of pics of him singing~~~

And thennnnnnnnn he picked out a girl from the audience and she got to go up on stage with him, go backstage, WATCH HIM CHANGEEEEE, and then got to hug him!!!!!!!!!! He performed Morning Cute with her.. ARGHHHHHH JEALOUS TTM DAMNIT!! :( :( :( :( :( :( You slut!! HAHAHHAA JK. Oh mann i wanna be her so badly :( Ahh but she deserved it tooo.

Fung, aft what you did, you managed to lift everyone’s mood and the atmosphere was awesomeeee after that. Love you!!!

lucky girllll :'( she looks so happy!

 

Thn you sang

爱不疚, my favouriteeee :))). Took a video and ahhh really swooned. It was perfect :)

Then when the concert ended, me and viv ran out again (HAHA blisters man srsly) to buy our tshirts. and then we heard “encore, encore” from everyone inside and WE RAN ALL THE WAY BACK AHAHAHAHAHA. The person at the gantry demanded for our tix, and we screamed at her (LOL) then she decided to let us in hahaha thanks :)

直到你不找我 started playing. and wow…. Fung, you sang it so beautifully, so perfectly i couldnt help but shed tears of joy. I really really love you and thank you for accompanying me through 5-6 years of my life, letting me laugh at your cuteness and cry with you whenever you did. 我真的很爱你^^. Sorry for wavering a little last year, and i’m really glad I decided to come to your concert. You started yr concert with a hello, and ended it even more beautifully. With an extremely moving and wonderful song, you’re gorgeous and i love you. Ngo Ngoi Nei! ♥

Yess this is my head hahahaa.

Truckloads of love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Clarabelle ♥

My brother screwed the scanner

Yo:(

I’m on the verge of closing my eyes and drifting off to dreamland. School’s been crazy and this is a quick update. I’ve never felt worst in my life (ok maybe I have hehe) but I still feel like CRAP. I need sleep, my results are worthless and Imma screwed kiddddddd.

I don’t mind taking a break now or skipping school tomorrow. Heehee. REALLY NEED REST!!! x( bt I’ll go coz there’s training hahahaha

Super tired. Super sleepy. Bye.

The dream.

My vision blurred, I felt wetness on my cheeks; I was crying.

It felt normal to me, not alien, as if I have cried many times in this life of mine. At once, I knew. It was an all too familiar feeling, as if I never forgot. I remember thinking, Why? Why again?

The sun was shining, my skin was warm; the perfect weather to take a stroll. The sun was celebrating. But celebrating what? What part of this fuckery is worth celebrating?

Someone stood by my side, walked alongside me, never spoke a word of comfort. And yet, in her/his silence, I knew that that person, whoever he or she was, was my friend, my comfort, my pillar in these times of need.

Cars zoomed past us; it’s funny how you walk past millions of people a day and not a thought is spared for them. Never stopped to ask: Did you have a good day? No. Not really. Not anymore.

Then one stopped. You stepped out, as if the angels sent you. Exactly what I needed, what I craved, what I obsessed over. But something’s amiss, you don’t look happy, or as blissful as I’d like you to be. You seemed almost… Resolved. And yet I could see a little pain, lingering around your eyes. I hope I wasn’t making things up. I really hope I wasn’t.

What’s wrong?

“I never liked you.”

Never underestimate the power of words. One word packs enough punch. Let alone those four.

Never?

“Sorry.”

It’s okay, you’re just a year late.

-

It’s about time to let go;

Hi guys,

Haven’t posted for a long long time because it’s been crazy. Tests are coming soon, especially next week and i have to start focusing and studying INTENSIVELY coz you should know, imma nerd 8-D

Anyway, I should really focus in class and STOP crapping and laughing and irritating the teachers because I wanna be a good student!! :D And partly because I do not know how to do half my homework LOL. I don’t want teachers to dislike me toooooo but that’s near impossible, BUT i’ll try being an angel in class hehe.

School’s been horrible and awesome. I luv my friends they are so crazy JUST LIKE ME, so that’s working out for me :D :P. But other than that, school SUCKS. Eh i have no time to study coz lessons take up so much time.

And to keep you updated, the weekends were awesomeeeee. On saturday, went to Vivocity to eat the DAO XIAO MIAN <3 at food republic and walked arnd with jieyi and amanda. Met the CUTEST guy ever at num, (if you wanna get a dose of hotness just go to the nearest num store and there you go :D Shit we’re deprived girls arghhh LOL) Me and jieyi decided to save up for the volleyball singlet at num!! It’s super pretty and nice. And then we went to M&S and stuffed ourselves silly with biscuits and crackers, while amanda the retard considered buying a can of mushroom soup HAHAHA.

Hehe then went to jieyi’s church for a seminar on true love. And AMANDA SLEPTOVER AT MY HOUSE WOOHOOOO 8) Eh amanda you lucky girllll, i can’t rub your face with any smelly ducks.

I realised why i can’t slim down. It’s because I eat and eat and eat and eat and eat. Coz i’m a freaking sucker at food!!!! Put a plate of yummeh food in front of me and i’ll most likely eat it up hehe. What can i do!!!!!!! FOOOOOOOD. I’m hungry nowww :( And the best part is that Jieyi, Vanessa (pig!!!), Amanda, Germs can eat with me because..

WE ALL LOVE FOOD 8))))))))))))

Pics soon, really tired. :( Life pls be good.

Note to self: It’s been quite a while, you shouldn’t be thinking about this. Don’t fall back into the same shit. Focus. Focus. Focus.

Love,
Clarabelle

Piakpiak!!

YO:) short post today~

Awesome day tday~ :) But i think huishi passsed me her flu SUCKER!!

Laughed so hard i grew absssss. Gook’s finding his dignity HAHAHAHAHA. Eyebrowwss. I LOVE GERMS LA HAHA. Omg today’s srsly awesome <3 <3 <3

Got gang raped by vanessa, germs, jieyi, amanda and cheryl I HATE THEM SRSLY :( MADE ME DROOL ON THE FLOOR UNGLAM SHIT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Tried to unhook my bra no fairrrrrrrrrrr why am i always bullied? :( I GO CRY. Hahhahaha I’m gonna get revenge tmr >)

I hate you cheryl ngieng!!!!! :( ahahah jk luv u~ :) esp your boobies. (I am not a lesbian tyvm)

Went to macs after school and played poker~~ I love poker its so addictive!! And i’m gonna master bridge so that i can trash people hehe.

K gtg:) Cya~~

Oh yeah who’s birthday is it tomorrow??????????? I FORGOT :(((((((