We speak of progress, we wanna change. But do we step up and make a difference? Guess not. Do we train to win? Guess the fight to be on top got thrown into the dump along the way. Guess someone blew out the love for the sport, for the thrill. Want to improve? Show it. A team’s only as strong as its weakest link; train to beat the rest, consistency in attitude is important.  I’m giving my best every single trng even though I’m as good as fking handicapped, are you? I’m rly rly tired of trying, but I’ll never stop trying. I have faith and I love the team, but thats not good enough, I’m not good enough. Only when we’re together will we be unstoppable, are we really together in spirit and in sport? Sigh. 

If you want to be the best, give your hundred percent. Screw that, give a hundred THOUSAND percent. That’s what I’m gonna do when I come back. & I’m coming back strong and healed! :-)

In the meantime, I gotta work on smiling more. Haha huishi told me I frown a lot this year :-( Why!!!!! Urgh belle.

ANYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYWAYYY,

WHOEVER THOUGHT OF HBL IS A GENIUS! <3 you!

The 6-day holiday was a freaking blast. 8) Yknow why I love HBL, because you get to

STUDY AND PARTY ALL IN ONE DAY~~~

Seriously, everyday, I wake up at 8 to do HBL, finish at 12, go out at 1, play, come back at night. LOL. LIFE IZ GUD, when HBL is in session:D Best part is you don’t get to go to school, school sucks haha. Okay so this is how the 6 days went:

On tues, went shopping with vanessa and jieyi. Aiya luv shopping~~ Spent like $120 LOL. Hehe I’m a girl, bite me.

On wednesday, Emily and Cheryl came over to bake and talk crap, loads of embarrassing and funny shit happened. The muffins and cookies looked super ugly but tasted fine :-D. Pics soon!!

On thursday, couldnt finish HBL on time-_- but nvm, had two picnics HAHA. One in the afternoon with some iver ppl, and another one during Macbeth with the 3i girrlss:-) Macbeth was great, I have new respect for Adrian Pang. Just, wow. But honestly I wasn’t listening for the first half of the play, I don’t think anyone was either hahahahaha.

And on fridayyyyyyyyy, went for facial and ate dinner with Chenchen~~ Saw a cute boy haha swooooonz.

And lazed my ass off during the weekends. I HAVEN’T DONE YILUNWEN SHIT ): LAZY!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW!!!!!! LOL HELP ME? :-)

Okkkk super tired already, good night all <3 Can’t be bothered to do my elective homework whoops.

Love,
Clarabelle:)

ANYWAYYYYY TIME TO PARTY PARTY PARTY~ Life’s been craaazy and happy and woohoo 8)

Wait,

JUST JOKING!!!!!!!!!!!

The past month has been crazy -and not in a good way either. :-(

Here’s a summary of APRIL:)
1. MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!<3
2. Successfully moved out of tampines and I’m now staying @ Upp east coast road (Lai lai stalk stalk!)
3. SHITloads of common tests
4. Going out as much as I can:)
5. Xiaolongbaos :D
6. EDS Night!! :)
7. Sleepover @ my place + Udders
8. Getting stressed out and feeling crappy and breaking down countless times sighhhh :-(

I’m blardy tired now and don’t rly feel like elaborating, maybe another dayyyy. And loads of pics to upload too.

Hmmmm, & for the upcoming month:

May shall be all about appreciation and spreading laughter & happiness<3

Cya and love ya,
Clarabelle:)

Been reaally busy (and lazy hehe) to blog! No pix today I’m freaking lazyyyyyyyy. K la i go find one now>( can’t stand posts with no pics. AIYAAA FORGET IT SUPA LAZY HAHA

Ok anws, life’s been pretty good lately. To be honest, life rocks HAHA:) i feel crazily happy every night and crazily happy every morning. I hope this keeps up, can’t afford to waste time/effort being sad, depressed and whiny. I guess I feel so happy mainly because of my friendssss and 3I:D Love you guys srsly!!!<3 AHHHHH 8) 8) 8) 8) 8)

And guess what? I’ve proven to myself that I don’t need a guy/you to be happy. :) Take that, sucker.

Though I kinda miss the feeling of… Aiya whatever.

And another reason would be my results. They’re okay, just glad that I’m not doing too badly. Got top in class for lit and bio 8) haha but standard was rly low, and everyone (including myself) could’ve done better. Jiayou guys<3

Only downside would be my whole bloody right arm. I don’t rly wanna talk abt depressing stuff, so i’m just gonna briefly say what my doc said. My elbow injury caused my shoulder and thumb to get injured, because the muscles are linked (?). And yeah it’s pretty bad now.. I rly miss training and the team. And I wanna get back out there and PLAY VOLLEYBALL. Screw myself :-( urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

Sooo things I’ve been doing:

1. Eating
2. EATING
3. Running
4. Laughing
5. Laughing at vanessa
6. Laughing at jieyi
7. Laughing at germs
8. Laughing with amanda (and getting bullied GND)
9. Laughing at/with huishi
10. BEING A RETARD ARGHHHH LOL
11. Getting scolded -_-
12. Helping Japan raise funds :)
13. Going out and spending time with friendssss<3

SPEAKING OF DOING RETARDED THINGS WTF. HERE’S WHAT HAPPENED TODAY: (I’m telling you guys because I take pride in whatever i do!! Yeah right, just so my dearest friends wont go arnd embarrassing me COZ I EMBARRASS MYSELF FIRST SO LALA & COZ IT’S RLY SUPER FUNNY LA !@)#(!@)$*!)@#(o@#()) ANYWAY~~

Ms Ho: 班上有没有人是合唱团的？(ya chinese has sth to do with anything retarded i do)
*Looks at me*
Ms Ho: 你是合唱团的吗？
Me: *Points to myself* o_o?
Ms Ho: Choir. CHOIR.
Me: I’m taoist.
Ms Ho: *Gives me weird stare*
Me: *RUNS AWAY LAUGHING*

BLOOOOOOOOOODY HELL 合唱 SOUNDS LIKE 和尚, SO I WAS THINKING ‘HUH MONK GROUP?’ THEN I THOUGHT SHE WAS ASKING ME IF I’M OF SOME RELIGIOUS GROUP AND THEN I REPLIED THAT URGHHHHHHHHH LOL LOL WTF MAX LA AND SHE EVEN SAID CHOIR TWICE BEFORE I ANSWERED WHATS WRONG WITH ME???????????????????????????????????

ULTIMATE FACEPALM >(

I’m an embarrassment urgh. >(

Ok need to study for math (its like 11:33pm haha i’m gna faillll). Bye <3

Love,
Clarabelle:)

P.S. To all my troubled friends: Ily, please be strong. And good times will come:) Trust me.

1. Wake up at 12. Check! WHY AM I SUCH A PIG
2. Eat lunch and watch tennis on tv. Check!
3. Check out new house and decide on furniture. Check!
4. Go to CSC and read Tuesdays With Morrie. Check!
5. Finish LA book review In progress^^
6. Go home eat dinner
7. Finish article review
8. Run 7km

Belle you can do it!!!!!

1. Wake up
2. Run 7km
3. Finish my LA articles
4. Lunch! :)
5. Read jianbaos + attempt them
6. Go visit my new houseeee ;D
7. Finish my jianbaos
8. Dinner

I PROBABLY WONT ACCOMPLISH THIS HAHAHAHAA.

Life’s been great this march holidays(: Went out with chensi!!!, worked as a surveyor for my mum and earned 200 bucks (And helped germs, amanda, jieyi, huishi, vanessa, jonathan and cheryl earn some money too;)), went for Bellerie’s awesome chalet, got a free lunch (shabushabu!!!) and chocolate fondue (sponsored by my awesome mummy hehe) with van, germs and amanda and basically went NUTS HAHAHA. I love the holidays sososososososo much omg school go away!!!!!!!

Okay picture time!!!

Dinner with chensi ♥
Had loads of fun and rly caught up with each other. Love you chen rmb our promise!!!! SEE YA!!!

Bellerie’s birthday/Class chalet ♥
Worked in the morning and finished up the last few surveys with jonathan and amanda, and got bellerie’s present. Then went for the chalet preetty late. Missed alot of fun but at least we made it hehe:) Then played CHUBBY BUNNY!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA WORST GAME IN THE WORLD. Followed by the drinking game (with water-_-) in which jonathan got freaking high without any alcohol LOL i’m still wondering what happened to him. He just started laughing rly crazily and stroking yiming’s face wtf and getting rly horny (HAHA). THEN played the most interesting truth or dare everrrr. Chalet rocked ♥. Happy birthday bellerie thanks so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In case you're wondering what the heck chubby bunny is: 
Ok basically you have to stuff marshmallows into your mouth 
without swallowing duh, and after every marshmallow, you'll have
 to say CHUBBY BUNNEH without spitting out marshmallows and
 saliva all over yourself. And hmmm what's the result?
Really. Unglam. Photos. HAHAHAHAHA BUT IT WAS AWESOME

HHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!?!?!

I AM EMBARASSED

hahahahaha Amanda the smartass decided to spit her marshmallows into the toiletbowl AND THEN THEY COULDNT FLUSH so me and kiahieng had to scoop them up with cups omg. and the best part is everyone decided to contribute their marshmallows as well lololol. ahh it wasnt my first time scooping out of a toilet bowl anyway HAHHAA what is wrong with me
BIRTHDAY GIRL!!

Vanessa’s ‘Bestlunchever’ ♥
HIIIIIIIIIII^^ My mum decided to treat all 8 of us who worked for her to a ALL-YOU-CAN-EAT shabushabu lunch at Marina Sq. I love my mum seriously hahahaha. Only Amanda, germs and vanessa could make it, which meannnnss MORE FOOD!! SAD FOR THE REST OF YOU HAHAHA IN YOUR FACE!!! ATE LIKE COWS AND MAD WOMEN AHAHHAHAHAHA it was damn crazy you had to be there. omg best lunch ever really(:

STUPID VANESSA DELETED ALL THE PHOTOS OF ME AND HER SO NOW I’M LEFT WITH THESE FEW damn you!!!!!!! >( and my cam went out of batt hehe so no pictures of the fondue!!! then went arnd shopping after that hehe ♥♥♥ you guys so much.

Ahhhhh I had a really great and well-spent march holidays, considering how much fun i had and how much money i earned ^^ I dont care that i haven’t done any of my homework, wouldn’t trade my week for anything!!! Now its time for school again; a new term, hopefully will bring new adventures 8)

So what’s my goal for term 2?
I gotta say to do much better in my studies (looking bleak now becoz there are THREE tests in week 1 and i haven’t studied for anything wtf!!), recover from my thumb and elbow injuries, LOSE WEIGHT HAHA, and most importantly, seize the day, everyday;) Ohya, to have fun while i’m at it hehe.

Leaving you guys with this quote, “Everyone gets 24 hours. Winners use them. Losers squander them.” I wanna be a winner:) See ya!!!

Love all of you!!!! Gdnight!<3
Clarabellyyy ~

Today was an awesome, fun, epic,  [brb thesaurus.com], convivial, merry, enchanting, sidesplitting, jocular, gleeful, jolly, joyous, HAPPY day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 8) Went for dinner with chensi and talked and talked and talked and talked @ Astons. Then went to ice cream chef (;D) and ate like shit. Love that bitch, we need to go out more!!! Shall post pix and more details next time, sleepy time!!! Gdnight all<3

Yo people!!

Sorry I haven’t been posting :/, there isn’t much to blog about anyway. And wordpress keeps hanging on me for some reason. Psh.

ANYWAY, only 3 days left of school before the march holidays!!!!!!! 8) Can’t wait!! Gonna earn some bucksss hehe. It’s gonna be a busy busy week.

Today was crazy. Went to Huishi’s house with jieyi and amanda to watch movies and be pigs. Ate crazy amounts of grapes, chocolate, and biscuits. Yummmehhh~ Watched Music & Lyrics and Black Swan. Hahaha black swan was @.@ Oh did i mention? I lost my phone -_-

But some kind soul returned it to the bus interchange for me ^^ Whoever you are, I love you srsly.

Here’s how it happened~ Alighted at Roxy sq without realising my phone slipped out of my pocket, then realised my phone wasnt with me and raaaaaaaaaaaaan after the bus after stupidly lagging for awhile. Didn’t manage to catch it (walao why I so slowww) but got the car plate no. I  srsly looked like some crazy zhabor running for my life and when i was screaming for the the bus to stop, everyone just looked at me LOL. Then called SBS 1000000000 times before they picked up and then after calling Kent Ridge and Tampines interchange 1000 times, I realised SBS was no help at all. Boo!!!! So I decided to call my phone to try my luck and this super kind malay uncle picked up the call!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He told me he’ll pass my phone to the bus driver and then i stupidly hung up without getting any identification. And after that first call, no one else picked up any calls (to my phone btw) for the next 4 hours.. and

YOU CAN IMAGINE ALL THE CHAOS IN MY MIND, IN MY MUM’S MIND, IN MY DAD’S MIND DURING THOSE 4 HOURS.

Srsly panicked like helllll. And then VANESSA (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3 LOVE YOU) decided to call me for some reason and the tampines lost and found counter dude picked up and told her to tell me to go to tamp interchange to collect it. AND YAY YAY YAY I GOT IT BACK. Hehehe!

OHYA MY MUM DECIDED TO PLAY THE GUILT GAME WITH MY SAVIOUR. When i got back my phone i looked through all my messages and then saw this:

“Pa looking for you leh! Wat time u come home?”
“Why dun wan reply me? Wth are you now?”
“Pa say you come back he will whack you. Can you faster col me leh”
“Hi my daughter handphone wif you.”
“How much I pay you to return her phone.“
“She crying aldy.”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOOK AT HOW EXTREME IT GOT TOWARDS THE END LOL. MY MUM IS SUPER CUTE. And then I told her my phone had the passcode lock thingy and she went like -_____________-. Heehee.

Anyway thanks jieyi amanda and huishi for letting me use your phones :-) Love ya!!!!!!

Conclusion: I’m a dumbass!!!!!! :(
Argh belle please be smarter go suck on some nerd’s brain or something.

It’s 3 and i’m still awake. Hahaha tmrw will be helllllll.

Love,
Clarabelle

Random pix:)

I have anger issues.. :( Sigh. Stay calm stay calm stay calm

Training today was freaking nonsense. HAHAHA. Played and played and played. Jieyi kicked my upper thigh arghhhhhhhhh HATE HER. :( She missed my ass. Can you believe it? Such a noob. Now there’s a bruise there.

Btw what is nipple in chinese? 胸头 or nu tou/nv tou ( or whatever JIEYI said).

胸头 MAKES SENSE RIGHT??? coz nipples are at the top (头) of your chest (胸). LOL Wah i so smart.

Was damn shocked during chinese lesson today, MS HO CAN SING. Are you shocked??? I WAS. My mouth immediately opened when she started singing. Hahahahah then nerdshit amanda said something damn mean but SUPER FUNNY; not gonna say it here hehehehee.

I have this feeling that i’m gonna screw up lit passage based and chinese and bio. Shit. How? I lazy to study :(

I might just run out of patience.

Hey people!!!!!!!! As you’ve already figured out, I went to Fung’s concert ystd with Vivian (!!) ystd!! And I’m still having the after-concert swoons ~;) Okk!! Where do i start???? Hmmmm.

Met vivian at Changi airport at 6.30, rushed through our dinner (yakun;)) and practically ran all the way to Expo because we were afraid of being shut out. And needless to say, since we were in heels, there were a lot of clumsy and stupid moments of us slipping around the floor HAHAHA. Arrived there and there was this extremely bigass crowd surrounding the teeny souvenir counter. :( So we decided to come back ltr to get raymond’s concert itemsss.

Which came to be was the worst decision I’ve ever made. :((( Why didn’t I just push my way through the crowd like a fatshit auntie and get my Fung!?!?!!!!!

Because all of his mugs and posters and lightsticks were GONE!!!!!!!!!! by the time we decided to go back around 20 mins later. :((((

Ahhhh :( Anyway they recycled all the unsold items from his Malaysia concert. Ewwww you stupid organiser would it hurt to make more posters?!?! But we reserved some tshirts anyway~~~ ^^

Camwhored like mad while waiting for the concert to start hehehe. Vivian chew!!! you’re a pretty girl and you’re driving me madddddddd. -_-

Pretty girl(:

He looks super laupok in the brochure!!! HAHAHAHAHA

Finally, the lights went out. And they started to count down from the one minute mark. Which caused me and viv to start screaming non-stop.

LAMFUNG COME OUT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA (damn it i’m super high now!!)

And then he came out, dressed in a black tux (sexy;D), and didn’t say a word. Everyone was just screaming non-stop hahahahahahah. And I was srsly overcome by hell lot of feelings, since the first time I saw him acting in primary4, I’ve dreamt of meeting him in person and there he was, 10000metres away (sistic operator ihy for telling me my seat was quite near to the stage-_-). I dont know how to explain how i felt, i just knew i wanted to hear him sing.

Then. He. Started. Singing.

Lol you know what, his voice is the manliest shit on earth. ^^ HAHA. He started off with ‘Hello’ and i thought that was perfecttt. Hi Fung! Ily ttm!!!

HAHAHAHA WHY ARE YOU WEARING A SKIRT

Fung, yknow when you sing yr slow songs, you melt me???? When you sang 爱在记忆中找你, woah, all the memories of me sitting in front of the tv, watching you in《岁月风去》came back to me. Omg i srsly srsly love you!!! You cutiepie. Heheee.

But one downside: The atmosphere for the first few songs rly suckedddd. I mean, WE’RE AT A CONCERT PPL SHOULDNT WE BE JUMPING UP AND DOWN, SCREAMING AND CRYING??? Everyone just sat there and looked. And looked. And looked. And whenever I stood up to scream and shout i just get weird stares omg!! YOU GUYS ARE THE WEIRDSHITS. It’s probably the only time you’ll get to see Fung LIVE and you’ve spent so damn much, Why are you afraid to go crazy????????????? Why are you afraid to get judged??? Sgeans seriously???? Viv had to force me to sit down LOL. Maybe we wouldve fit in more with the 200bux ticket people. :(

But then Fung saved us because he told us we could run to the front to shake his hand~~~. So me and viv SPRINTEDDD all the way to the front (in our heels ahhh) and managed to get a spot. GUESS WHAT

I

TOUCHED

HIS

HAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND

I

SWEAR

HE

LOOKED

AT

ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BE JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg his hand was so man. LOL. I’M NUTS!! AOLSDKASLDK!! And that few milliseconds of eyecontact was magical. I sound damn crazy now but i dont give a damn okkkkk i love you fung!!!!!!!!! Viv didn’t manage to but it’s okay!! We’ll go fr his autograph signing session hehe ^^. Snapped loads of pics of him singing~~~

And thennnnnnnnn he picked out a girl from the audience and she got to go up on stage with him, go backstage, WATCH HIM CHANGEEEEE, and then got to hug him!!!!!!!!!! He performed Morning Cute with her.. ARGHHHHHH JEALOUS TTM DAMNIT!! :( :( :( :( :( :( You slut!! HAHAHHAA JK. Oh mann i wanna be her so badly :( Ahh but she deserved it tooo.

Fung, aft what you did, you managed to lift everyone’s mood and the atmosphere was awesomeeee after that. Love you!!!

lucky girllll :'( she looks so happy!

Thn you sang

爱不疚, my favouriteeee :))). Took a video and ahhh really swooned. It was perfect :)

Then when the concert ended, me and viv ran out again (HAHA blisters man srsly) to buy our tshirts. and then we heard “encore, encore” from everyone inside and WE RAN ALL THE WAY BACK AHAHAHAHAHA. The person at the gantry demanded for our tix, and we screamed at her (LOL) then she decided to let us in hahaha thanks :)

直到你不找我 started playing. and wow…. Fung, you sang it so beautifully, so perfectly i couldnt help but shed tears of joy. I really really love you and thank you for accompanying me through 5-6 years of my life, letting me laugh at your cuteness and cry with you whenever you did. 我真的很爱你^^. Sorry for wavering a little last year, and i’m really glad I decided to come to your concert. You started yr concert with a hello, and ended it even more beautifully. With an extremely moving and wonderful song, you’re gorgeous and i love you. Ngo Ngoi Nei! ♥

Yess this is my head hahahaa.

Truckloads of love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Clarabelle ♥